19. I never told you this, but..

The reason why I appear to be such a texter and not much of a caller is that my bad hearing intimidates me from calling people, as I just can't make out the words people say.

Losing the ability to hear you whisper softly into my ear how you feel about me, under covers, during the narrow moments between wake and sleep, when we are close and fragile and honest and safe all at once, is by far the most saddening thought.




Maybe that's why I like writing so much. Because I can see the words perfectly.